Another Personal Update

Another Personal Update

Hello everyone,

How are you guys doing? After disappearing for around half a year, I am back. I was looking for a new job and finally did get one. Might have to move countries next year, if US decides to kick me out. But, that’s for next year.

Although, sometimes when I reflect back on all this time, I can’t help but feel two extremes. While I count my blessings in the sense that I was able to get a job in this period of uncertainty and volatility in US, I also envy my friends and acquaintances who are in bigger and better companies. “If only I had put more efforts earlier.” “If only I had not been complacent then, I would be in much better place now.”

Anyway, I’m planning to make a comeback with regards to the review spree I started earlier this year. I am also thinking of finally introducing Patreon or ko-fi over here but am still in the planning phase as to what extra content I could offer the regular readers. I couldn’t put ads on my blog anyway since it’s a free plan from WordPress. I am also working on revamping this blog, will update when I am halfway through.

In other news, since I have shifted to New Jersey, it’s so hard to do financial planning in this expensive state. Income taxes are higher and everything is just so expensive, including housing etc. The state is trying to leech off of people earning big bucks in NYC and making poorer people suffer. Just so sad.

And also, as soon as I joined the company, my project manager is leaving. Now this could be considered a double edged sword. Since it’s a small company, either the company ends up shutting down because of lack of good project managers, or I get to take over, instantly boosting my skills. Let’s see where it will go.

Despite everything, I’m loving the part where I can be out of office the whole day, drive to the clients’ site and work there. I don’t like office at all. My screen time also reduces that way. All in all, except the stress that all the good people I could really learn from at the company are leaving and that the salary I’m earning might not be enough due to expenses being increased, I think I am okay for now.

This was a short update and I’ll hopefully see everyone starting next weekend with new reviews.

Till then, stay happy, stay blessed!

What’s up? – Mar 2019 edition

What’s up? – Mar 2019 edition

Damn, it’s been three months already but it still feels weird to be writing “2019” as the year.

March 2019 happens to be a month with 5 Saturdays, so it’s time for a full personal post. One of my dearest readers asked me to elaborate on my observation on influence of peers vs. parents on us and I think I’ll start from there.

It’s actually nothing much and it’s not an absolute conclusion since sample size is very small. Just that, according to yours truly, we tend to listen more to people whom we identify more with. In case of family, it might be siblings more than parents (as happens in my family), in case of friends, it might be 2 years senior more than 10 years senior.

I hadn’t really thought about it much initially, since people tend to tell me time and again how I behave like a parent in general (can’t help it, I have grown up with a lot of kids younger than me apart from my own younger sibling). But the incident 3 weeks back compelled me to look at it from a different perspective and I realized, people do listen to me, they just happen to be my immediate juniors.

Perhaps, because they think that I have gone through/ am going through similar situations as them. More junior people have their immediate seniors to identify with and guide them, I shouldn’t have meddled too much since the beginning. Without going in further details though, I think I learnt an important life lesson.

In other news, I got to talk to founder of a company in anime space 2 weeks back and it was an absolutely delightful experience. Although I consume so much east Asian media, I don’t really get to interact with people from that space (regretfully) apart from fellow watchers of course .

Finally, as an user of a small platform, I got to give my feedback to them about their website and anime in general, so it was great. And I could finally rant that slice of life is so underappreciated as a genre that anime like My Roommate is a Cat would never rank in top 10 for seasonal rankings.

I also got to talk a bit about the piracy issues in India. Trust me people, Indians are ready to buy manga and anime, it’s just out of reach for them right now. It’s obviously easier to buy figurines directly from Japan because no translation or anything is required and there is no margin involved for Indian merchants. Just a small shipping fee and you’re done.

Manga and light novels on the other hand, need to be translated. I don’t really know if English versions are sourced from US or somewhere else, but the prices in India obviously include the transportation costs and profit margins for an Indian seller apart from its original cost. Hence, they seem a bit overpriced to us in general.

I have seen a rise in people actually buying manga. But since they’re so readily available online, and translated to latest chapters even, vs. translated manga volumes being at least 2 volumes behind the Japanese version, people obviously prefer reading them online.

With this, I was doing some calculations and realized, following anime and manga, legally, is a pretty expensive hobby, especially in a country like India. For different series, you gotta subscribe to different services: Crunchyroll, Amazon Prime, Netflix, Hulu etc. And then to buy merchandise is another big expense. Thank God for public libraries in US which have some stock of manga at least, if not everything.

I guess March has been a month for many realizations for me. Hmm…. I should write all these down some where.

The last thing to say today is, I started Doctor Prisoner and OMG, I am so hooked. Although I have been hyping the series up for all my k-drama watching friends, I just hope it stays on the course it is now and doesn’t disappoint like other k-dramas which started out strong but went downhill really fast.

Anyway guys, have a happy weekend and hope people in northern hemisphere are enjoying the spring. Bidding goodbye to March….

Edit: Ugh, I was trying to close my post at such a good note. Anyway, was scheduling it for tomorrow but it got published right away for some reason. Enjoy the post one day early. XD

Today’s song: Taeyeon released a new song and although I loved it and MV is super pretty, I couldn’t really listen to it more than 4 times in a loop. But still:

Holiday Greetings, Farewells, Graduation

Holiday Greetings, Farewells, Graduation

Hello Everyone,

It’s been a long while. It seems like this line has become the tagline of all my recent posts. Anyway, I am finally done with my masters. I am officially a Master of Science in Environmental Engineering. Yay!! It was a tough yet fulfilling one and a half years.

Before I start my general life in 2017 post, happy holidays everyone! Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year 2018! Time flies!!

2017 was an especially hard year for me. I lost a whole lot of friends in the first half of the year. It was an eye-opener but it felt so sad to lose so many people at once. I never, in my life knew, cutting ties with someone was so painful. So, first half of my 2017 went into losing so many friends over a simple incident which was exaggerated beyond normal. Some people left for good and I don’t think I am talking to them ever again. Some came back. I met new amazing people as well. I am thankful for all three groups of people in my life. Everything is an experience, a lesson. But because the preceding event started during this time, I still dream about losing my current friends.

And then I broke my leg during summers. It’s healed now but yeah. That was a hard time for I didn’t have many people around to help me. Those who did, thanks again. I wish 2018 would be better, for me, for everyone 😀

Moving onto happier things, my graduation… I learnt more in 1.5 years than I had learnt in 21 years till my undergrad. Thank you very much for the experience Carnegie Mellon University. I am sad to part from my “friends” friends, yet I am happy for everyone, working hard to chase after their dreams. Cheers, everyone!

And then the discord community. My online friends were a great support for me in my tough times. I could rant to them anytime I wanted without being judged. I mean even if I was, I don’t know them in real life. When there is no pressure of being discovered (of course when stalking gets involved, not that much), you tend to give up your pretense more often than not. Online world is like a double edged sword that way, lol. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I tried experimenting and finally came around to starting a small webcomic. The schedule was a fail as usual but it was based on my otaku tendencies and how my roommates react on my everyday antics. 2 episodes are out and I am trying to work back on it.

Oh, and I also started reading Chinese web novels. There has been a sudden rise in their popularity in recent years and a lot of websites are doing fan translations of the novels. It’s indeed a pleasure to be able to read novels of all those dramas which come out with a season and leave the story hanging in-between. You can read some of the Ding Mo novels (When a Snail Falls in Love, Love Me if You Dare, Memory Lost, etc.) and more on Meraki Translation. There is another website called webnovel.com which has vast selection of Chinese novels and I am loving it plenty.

For language learning, as I have mentioned it before, I had attended quite a few classes in the first half of the year (my spring semester). After I broke my leg in summers, I couldn’t attend the classes anymore so my last string of  connection with the language learning broke and I have been passively in touch with Japanese and Korean via anime and dramas.

I wanted this post to be a short greeting and congratulating everyone on successfully finishing another year but it became as long and I haven’t even included the anime and dramas I watched and novels and webtoons I finished. Up next is reviews again I guess? I was told by one of my readers that they got bored of all the reviews, and fortunately or unfortunately, I have been doing these personal posts since then. XD

Anyway, sorry for my laziness in keeping this blog up!! I hope to see you guys sooner…

I am tired of just updates?

I am tired of just updates?

Hello everyone, ‘sup?

Yes, I am tired of providing just updates of my life but it so happens that I am entangled in so many things, that even though I wanna write regularly, I just am unable to. You do understand that ‘so many things’ includes anime and drama watching, right?

Also, my 2nd semester at CMU is over now, so I am a bit relaxed. Work starts again in one week, although I am still giving time to library work till the end of month. Pretty good hiring manager we have in the library, he let me work for extra 2 weeks.

Anyway, I just thought I would post a reflection of my last sem before moving on on this blog as well as in my life. These 5 months have been the most hectic months of my life. I have never had such a mess of my routine, not even when I was preparing for those gruesome engineering entrance tests. But after everything, I have a decent GPA, had good food throughout the semester, time for language classes and CMU anime club and I was successful in earning my daily expenses for all five months. I am very proud of the fact that I was kind of able to juggle everything despite the belief around me that I won’t be able to (including me and my family, just to add). I’ve probably never enjoyed my tremendous work this much as well.

And, I have come to fall for books once again, though my internet addiction doesn’t leave time to take up many. I am trying to avoid my laptop these days and pick up some more books including some bilingual books. I hope I am able to stick to my plan. Also, been trying to get back to 9-4 sleep schedule. It got messed up thanks to my 2 night shifts per week. I don’t regret my 2nd sem at all though, like I have some regrets in the first sem in terms of courses taken and work I did. I could’ve definitely done more and I discovered my immense capacity last sem.

Regarding my language learning journey, well, I have stopped giving time to Japanese altogether. I want to start again with Wanikani but it will take some courage to see those 1400 reviews and 400 new lessons. As I said in previous post, I took up Russian out of pure curiosity and although, now I know the alphabets, I am still losing interest. I don’t know if it was Duolingo or just me being lazy. I’ll try to attend the whole beginners course again in summers, hopefully I’ll regain the interest. Since, I had experience with Italian, I decided to try Spanish this summer and it’s super easy thanks to the 5 months I dedicated to Italian, though I don’t remember much there, to be honest. I do, however, recognize the similar words in Spanish and Italian. I am still continuing with my Korean classes, and have moved to intermediate level. Just need more practice. The pace of the classes I am attending is amazing. Just that I need to practice all those somewhere.

All in all, I have come to realize CMU community is one of those, which inspires you to achieve new heights. I have never been that eager to absorb knowledge through reading/ surfing. I keep pestering my friends at Indian Anime Club to study with me so that they and I, all remain motivated. I never had that urge to improve my knowledge in BITS (not that I am furious about that or anything, it had its own pros. If not for BITS, I would have never discovered my passion for East Asian culture and foreign languages). So anyway, I want to read more and more books now. My job at library has made me discover so many books, I can simply spend my whole summer holed up in library and reading books. I obviously, cannot be Elon Musk, reading 2 books per day, but I wanna keep my pace at 3 books per week now. Of course, my research would take up majority of my time, but hopefully I’ll utilize my weekends then. Not only I have access to CMU’s library, I know what books to find where in Carnegie Library as well. So, I can just go there, find a corner and start reading. Argh, it’s so frustrating, why didn’t I rediscover my love for books sooner? Anyway, it’s time for me to go finish the latest book I am reading.

See you guys next time, hopefully with a review.

P.S.: As I said above, it’s a matter of proper time management and help around you. If a lazy person can juggle research, 5 courses, 2 night shifts per week with classes on the same day when the night shift ended (including one compulsory presentation on one of those days) and cooking at home, any one can! I have always been an advocate of good home cooked healthy food and I managed them all. And this is coming from a person who used to spend all her time in bed watching anime all the time, once. It won’t be wrong to say that what I did last sem was a kind of an experiment, and a successful one at that, to test my limits and to prove to myself that it’s not impossible as I was told by people around. There are a whole lot of people who say, all hail frozen stuff, they become your life because no time. Well, honestly, to each their own. But I definitely did it. Also, I had lots of help from my friends  when it came to courses. So right help and right techniques, do help.

Planning to Plan in 2017

Planning to Plan in 2017

I am not one of those who plan their days, weeks and months. Like, I do make a mental note of what to do in the day but I am unable to follow most of it. Even if I do start making to-do lists, that goes on for one week, may be two at max. This time I decided to change it and went for weekly planner.

Best part is, I got it for FREE! Yup, that’s right. I went for this one: How Life Unfolds Printable Weekly Planner. At CMU, we get a semester quota of 40$ for printing and I had some amount left at the end of the semester. I decided to print these for 26 weeks. Although, colored prints would’ve looked good I didn’t have enough balance to go for that. Nonetheless, black and white does the same work as colored one, so that’s that.

Anyway, I don’t have one of the written ones with me right now but the one I use looks something like this:

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Front

weekly-planner-back
Back

There are other templates on the above link, so you can try out whatever suits your taste.

I generally start with writing my weekly goals down on top of front page. Then for each day, I write my agenda on the left hand side and what I actually did on the right hand side at the end of the day. In back, I use the space for notes to list down the groceries I need to buy and my meal plan based on what is available to me and what groceries I am planning to buy and on which day of the week (since due to meetings and extra classes the day of grocery shopping might change).

As I said earlier, I am quite inconsistent when it comes to to-do lists. That is why I only printed 26 sheets. I already skipped last week because it was the first full week of the semester with my on-campus job and loads of meetings. Now I can settle down and plan my stuff accordingly. When I am able to accomplish what I set for the day, the sense of achievement is heavenly.

Not that I am not procrastinating. I definitely am. Given the new hectic schedule, many things are going on back burner. I need to gear up more.

By the way, when I made my time table for the semester this time, including major stuff which cannot be skipped in any way, like meal prep, classes, sleep, job, I realised I had so much free time to study. I hadn’t really ever counted how much I was wasting out of it. Unsurprisingly, max was going into social media and addiction to my east Asian entertainment (after cutting some of it for meal prep). I decided to use pomodoro technique to keep me on the track. Let’s see for how many days it works.

What are your planning techniques this year?

My Penny Pinching Secrets

My Penny Pinching Secrets

Continuing from my last post I think it’s about time that I write a bit about my finances. I won’t elaborate much but I am glad I am maintaining at about (500 +/- 30)$ per month including rent, utilities and groceries.

As I said last time, I have heard and read many stories where a lot of students couldn’t afford their rent or food. Hence, they would live in shabby places and eat noodles to save on time and money. Honestly speaking, I draw my inspiration from them. I am fortunate to have enough to live in an apartment and eat all my meals everyday. However, I won’t deny that I still live a frugal lifestyle, without spending much on luxuries. But if I do find something which I would regret not buying later, I do go ahead with that purchase. Before I start, I would say that after my rent, phone, internet and electricity bills, I am left with about 80$ a month for groceries and other things.

Now, it is not to say that I cannot ask for more. I definitely can. But, to be honest, loans scare me. Debt is always scary, even if you have a job with you. Also, it doesn’t fit right with me that I ask my parents for money beyond absolute necessity (this is the Indian scenario and parents support their children financially till whenever parents wish). Hence, I try. Keeping my budget under 500 has been difficult. It means less occasional outings whether for food or vacations or just shopping. I did try some things to earn from here and there, since I was a new student and couldn’t really get an on campus job last sem. So, what did I do? Here is a list:

  1. I got my rent reduced because I agreed to live in living room: We are three students sharing a 2 bed 2 bath apartment (sharing an apartment rather than having your own studio apartment is always cheaper). Hence, the third person had to manage with living room. I agreed to live in the living room for a reduction of 50$ per month in my rent. With a separator, it pretty much feels like a room/ private space to me. So, I am happy. For that, your flatmates need to be adjusting though. My flatmate who has a private bath in her room was fine with her rent increasing by 50$ per month, then only I could do this.
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  2. I signed up for various apps where I could save/ earn money: Ok, so this is bit of a stretch, but I signed up for various grocery cashback apps which give cashback on select grocery items in their catalogs. They are especially useful for people who eat (especially cook) non-veg and have drinks. I haven’t cashed out anything from these apps yet apart from an Amazon Gift card of very small amount from ReceiptPal and 27$ worth check from InboxDollars very recently. I won’t review any of those because there are plenty reviews out there. However, I would list down what all I use:
    1. InboxDollars: This is a survey site where you can earn money doing various activities apart from taking surveys. The thing I like the most about them is their TV section. I put the TV on on the website and keep doing my work. After sometime, it does ask to click a button to confirm if I have been watching the videos, but even if I am not, I can just refresh the page and the playlist of videos starts all over again. (They have put a cap of 50 cents per day recently which is disappointing!)
      I recently cashed out a 27$ check from them after three months of joining. That too, because I did not know about the earnings from TV section. Earnings from occasional surveys add up too.
      Beware that this is not a place where you can become rich or earn your rent. But it’s enough to make about 30 bucks per two months passively. If you do surveys (which are hard to qualify for, just a heads up) and other stuff actively, you can earn more. People say they have made upto 70$ per month on the site being more active. Well, grad students don’t have that much time.
      Right now they’re giving 5$ to any new member who joins. And if you’re interested, you can use my referral as well: InboxDollar Referral
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    2. Apps like Checkout51, Ibotta, Shopmium, SavingStar: They all are apps which give cashback on groceries you buy. They have new list of items every week and you just have to unlock that particular item and scan your receipt. While Ibotta has many selections, they generally need membership details for the given store and Aldi is not there (the place where I do my major grocery shopping from.)
      Checkout51 has number of stores but their variety  in items is dropping down. However, these both would be my go to cashback apps. I haven’t cashed out anything from these yet but it never hurts to get some cents back on your purchase every time passively. One day, they will all add up. Walmart’s Saving Catcher is another option if you do your major shopping from Walmart. I’ll write down the referral codes for these too –
      Ibotta: rflsgnl (if you sign up using this code, you earn 10$ and I get 5$).
      I still don’t know how coupons work, but if I ever get time, I would like to try those too!
    3. Apps like ReceiptPal, Yaarlo: I particularly like Receiptpal because you get a 1$ increment in Amazon Gift card for each 16 receipts you upload on their app. It can be anything whatever you buy. You read it right! I did sign up for Yaarlo but I am not very happy with its earnings. Nonetheless, nothing goes in snapping a picture or two of your grocery receipts. Another app is ReceiptHog, similar ot ReceiptPal, however they don’t have any space with them and I have been on the waiting list for 3 months already. I won’t really recommend that.
      Referral Code: Yaarlo: 4AUCKPG1667
      The only catch here is, none of them is super fast. For some, it might be time consuming to just check out offers too. I check them out on bus or when I am idling around with social media etc. But trust me, when I received that 27$ check on 5th Jan from InboxDollars (I had won a 10$ worth target gift card too earlier), and when I deposited it to my account, I was overjoyed. Seeing that account balance going up always makes one happy.

  3. I stopped eating outside: Not exactly. But yeah, I do my cooking entirely at home. Not only do I save money but my diet restrictions also has something to do with it. I am a vegetarian. I don’t eat eggs even in things like cake etc. but in US even pasta can have egg. Hence, I avoid all outside food whenever I can. A lot of people complain they don’t get time to cook because cooking takes up a lot of time. I have observed that with time, you start taking less and less time in cooking. Also, you can always spend less time on facebook.
    Home cooked food is fresh, healthy and cheap (I did some calculations and one meal comes out to be less than a dollar when I cook all the meals in a month by myself). And I will emphasize on healthy. My parents, who have always had healthy food in their youth are struggling in their 40s. I can’t imagine maintaining my body that long given all the junk I have already consumed. I want to keep fit with exercise and good diet. That is also one motivation behind me cooking everyday. I also save time when I make all my meals for the day in the morning. Or may be on Sunday and use them till Tuesday. Whatever arrangement works for you. That one hour affair pays me for the whole day(s). Proper nutrition also means more energy and better concentration.
  4. participated in researches: A lot of colleges are involved in researches where they need help of human subjects. Not talking about experiments on you but just interviewing, aptitude tests kind of thing. Try to find if that happens in your college. Mine has a huge system where various studies are available. They don’t pay much but if doing fun activities for 20 minutes is giving me 10-15 bucks, I am totally up for it.
    The mistake I did was, I was too ashamed and egoistic to sign up for them for a meager amount. But when I participated for the first time, I found it to be a relaxing activity. The hospital and another university near me pays as high as 600$ for some studies. Without an SSN, that particular study would have paid me 150$. Not bad for 6 hours of your life. (I didn’t qualify for it though, so that’s that).
  5. Find an on-campus job: Goes without saying. It is the best way to earn money and add something on your resume. Because I did not have one last sem, I tried all of the above to make/ save some extra.

Some more things you can do is to stay away from subscriptions you don’t need. I don’t really watch TV, so I don’t have any netflix or hulu subscription. I use WhatsApp or free video calling apps to call home. Another thing I have heard about is, you can, in general negotiate your monthly bills in US. I have no experience in that at all though. Investment? Well sure, if you can. I don’t have that much money or aptitude to start investing in US yet, but some day soon.

Initial expenditures can blow anyone away. I spent whopping 2000$ in my first one and a half month here. After that, I have been trying to take care of my budget. I did start noting down all my expenditures. Writing down keeps my desire to spend more in check (or checking your account balance frequently 😛). I am not bothered about people saying that I am stingy. Because at the end of the day, I want to be in less and less debt without ruining my health.
I know the feeling of spending my hard earned money without any pressure of loans on me and I would like to achieve that state as soon as possible. Hence, I am not afraid, not concerned of ‘missing out on stuff’ right now. Nor do I forget to reward myself once in a while with good food or something I really wish to buy. I rewarded myself with food from my favorite restaurant very recently on finally landing an on-campus job. These kind of rewards keep me motivated to do better as well.

So, these were some of the things I have been following till now to manage my finances in US. What are your pet peeves?

(Pics credits to their respective owners)

New Year Greetings and Updates

New Year Greetings and Updates

Oops! I skipped two weekends again? Oh no!

Anyway, a very warm and happy new year to everyone. Another year has passed by and I already did a review of my 2016. However, I do think I wrote that post a bit early as a lot has happened after that. I won’t bore you with those trivial details, but I wrote in the same post that I would tell everyone a bit about how I came to love blogging again.

Some time last year, no wait, it’s 2017 and I am talking about 2015, so last to last year, I started feeling that posting on my blog at one particular fixed time had become a task. I had never heard of post schedulers and my schedule has always been erratic. Sometimes I had so much to write about, other times, nothing at all. For keeping posting schedule on track, I even tried to rope in some of fellow anime watchers and reviewers to do some guest posting on my blog, but they turned out to be exactly like me lol, and the plan failed. In the end, I was just procrastinating. I did it to the point that I would watch 10 shows, begin with the writing process, forget about the post and the show and the unfinished post would remain in my drafts, forever!

This year, after joining CMU, I took a course in Science Technology and Innovation Policy. It was about 8 weeks course (half a semester) and we were asked to write a weekly blog entry in the latter half of the course. We were also supposed to write a weekly journal describing what we learnt in the class that week.

Now most of the people, including me, would say that when something you like doing becomes a necessary task to be done, it becomes boring, you lose motivation to do it. It was the case in here too, but I don’t know why, it actually became fun later. And I decided to take up blogging here again. I posted one or two posts right after my semester got over and I fell down in the trap of k-dramas and anime again. However, I haven’t lost the motivation to write till now.

And, I am yet to discover the reason for that. If I could apply that reason to everything I do, wouldn’t I start enjoying every activity, every task? I hope I will realize that sooner. Till then, I will keep going with sheer determination.

Side Story 1: How did you spend you new year? I spent my new year with running man, and maaaan, it’s so hilarious. The initial episodes are crazy. Finding the subbed episodes is tough of course, but people from respective fandoms of idols guesting on the show have done a great job and I am so thankful to them. I do hope SBS starts officially translating shows like KBS one day so that international fans can enjoy them too. They get to earn through YouTube ads, so why not?

Today’s song: This song has been my solace and motto for quite some time now:

I Am Finally At CMU!

I Am Finally At CMU!

Hi guys,

It’s been quite a while since I came to my blog (I have been monitoring my stats though, lol). And the reason is, *drum roll* I have been preparing for higher studies. I finally landed in US three weeks ago. And the college I am going to attend is Carnegie Mellon University. Studying in such a reputed university is a dream come true. Which also means more responsibilities and lesser time.

I couldn’t keep up my schedule while preparing for here, I can’t imagine if I will get time for writing. But I promise, I’ll try my best. So, the classes have started and I am still pretty confused about the classes I should take. I have registered for 4 courses, which everyone says is more than enough for a master student but I just feel like I am too free. May be because it’s just the second day of the classes.

But otherwise, the profs are cool, everyone is really helpful and what I like the most is the collaborative nature of the education here. No wait! On second thought, what I like the most is that you can eat and drink in the class and no one would bother you. Sometimes, when you enter the class, it’s smelling of salad, but yeah, pretty convenient.

Food reminds me, it’s really difficult to get used to American diet. I am vegetarian plus I don’t eat eggs in anything, not even cakes and stuff. On the top of that, I am not very fond of cheese either. So eating outside is no option for me anyway. I generally cook for myself, but I need to improve in this field too *sigh*

Oh, the free goodies! Yesss! I need to brag about it! I am sure this is the culture of US colleges, but there are so many events that take place everyday. And we get so many freebies, like anything. Which is a good thing, I think. I just hope I get funding for my masters from somewhere. That’s a challenge too.

Anyway, I’ll go back to cooking dinner and try to take time out to post some pics from Pittsburgh and CMU. Or maybe some trip I take in US since it’s a new chapter and a new place….

JLPT N4 Experience: Late Post

JLPT N4 Experience: Late Post

This is for the JLPT N4 that took place on 3rd July 2016.

I am going to say this first. I might not clear the exam. Nonetheless, it was a great experience as usual. I came to know a lot about my strengths and weaknesses and yet again, some awesome resources to study the language (last minute prep)

*I still can’t believe I took N4 and I knew half the stuff in it!!!* (I had to come back and edit the post once I saw I had actually written N4 there)

The test: The info about the sections and all would be available everywhere I am guessing. All I remember is, there were 3 sections: Kanji and vocab, Grammar, Listening.

Kanji and Vocab consisted of 5 questions I think, with various sub parts to it, in total 35 questions as far as I remember. Time given was 30 minutes. There was a 20 minute break after this, but no one was allowed outside as this break was just for the teachers to bring the second exam question papers.

Grammar section had 9 questions with many many sub parts, I don’t remember the total number of questions. Time given was 60 minutes. There was a break of about 25-30 minutes after this where we could go freshen up ourselves.

Listening section was of 35 minutes. There was some problem this time with the audio, so they repeated whole first and second questions for us.

For us in New Delhi, India, the reporting time was 8:15 a.m. but they didn’t let us inside the test center before 8:40 a.m. Listening to people talking to each other because they belong to the same Japanese learning academy and you being alone can be a little intimidating. So, I would suggest myself to go a little late next time because the exam, anyway would start at 9:00 a.m. XD

Difficulty: Well, I don’t really know. The grammar was difficult for me, as usual. Kanji and Vocab were kinda breeze thanks to WaniKani. People around me were afraid of Kanji and I was the most confident in that only. Although, some type of questions were frustrating, especially the one with 4 blanks and a star mark to fill that particular blank because in some of the sentences more than one sequence was making sense to me. Of course, that can’t be the case, even so….

Listening section sometime seemed a joke for N4 level and sometime too high leveled. One of the questions was like the introduction of Genki 1. I thought, “Really? Is this N4 level?” And then in the last questions, they spoke so fast and the options were so confusing, again two options seemed apt for the answers.

Reading comprehensions were long and many in number, again, as usual. But this time, I could read faster and understand better (is it translating the manga effect? I don’t know). The content of the comprehensions was interesting as well, not some academic or news article. I really like JLPT that way.

Resources: Well, as I said in my earlier posts, I got really bored with Genki (although, on close scrutiny, one can find the resemblance between JLPT and Genki easily. Hence, if you can put up with it, it’s the best resource to study for JLPT). So I switched to Tae Kim’s guide. It is a nice resource, especially for learning particles, but I got distracted from there too. For grammar, one of the best resources I found was renshuu. It is again a paid website if you want to use it fully (some free resources are available as well), but I think I have become a fan of gamification of stuff. This one is a fun site with various hankos to earn on achieving different stages (thank you for that word by the way renshuu. It was a part of the test as well 😉 )

Another resource for kanji and vocab is Wanikani (which I have been thinking to do a separate post on, for a while now actually but you know...) It is SRS based website and really effective in learning kanji which many find hard. Not to mention the amusing and out of this world mnemonics. At least I remember them now….

In the end, there were a lot of things I could have done before taking the exam. I wanted to take mock tests starting one week before JLPT but ended up getting fever, so couldn’t do it. I don’t blame my cold though. I had enough time to practice from renshuu, but I didn’t. Life happens and I can now, up my game for I can finally call myself at beginner intermediate stage of Japanese (if you take out speaking skills actually). Intermediate is not far enough! *pats her back*

Then, until next time….

Dying Languages

Dying Languages

So, I was taking a stroll with my mom a few days ago when we came across a lady talking to her son who wouldn’t be more than 9-10 years of age in English. The remark I made was, “If people start using English in their daily conversations like this, then what would happen to our native tongue, Hindi? Will Hindi cease to exist? Is that day coming soon?”

People tend to think that since India is the country with second largest population, Hindi must be very widely spoken. According to the stats (here and here), it indeed is true. But it is only 4th most spoken language in the world. It might fall down further in rankings thanks to the thinking of some of the people here. And my fears do seem like they’ll come true soon as this article suggests. Not that Hindi is endangered or anything, as of now. But increasing popularity of English, especially in North India, where people have made knowing English as a status symbol, and all official communication happens in English as well, is definitely harming Hindi.

I, myself, don’t recall the last time I read a proper book in Hindi, or a newspaper. In northern parts of India, those who don’t know English and who don’t talk English are thought to be the same and looked down upon. Which is wrong! I mean, not to brag, me and my family do live in a literate (educated? I have my doubts about that) society where dwell some foreigners as well. And if I am strolling with my family in the colony premises, we talk in Hindi only. I have seen people giving us looks for that (not that we give a damn!) Or people specifically talking in English, so that we don’t understand what they are saying (which has given all of us a hearty laugh many a times XD). Similarly, when I try to converse with some people, especially on phone, people switch to English so fast like speaking Hindi will render them diseased or something.

And hence, we need to learn some lessons from Chinese and Japanese and South Koreans and South Indians. While, many of the East Asians think their English skills are poor and hence shy away from using it (as stated by many of them), I do admire their nature of respecting their languages a lot. On the other hand, a majority of South Indians, I have seen, know English every well, but use it only and only when needed, like communicating with Indians from other parts of India or outside India. Or official communication. I have been on trips to South India, and I have never ever heard people talking in English amongst themselves. And I am pretty sure same would happen if I go to visit China, Japan or South Korea. I am just not very aware of European culture but I do think that same would be the case in the non-English speaking countries there as well. Or probably any other part of the world.

The one thing I fail to understand is, how and when speaking Hindi became a shameful and gawaar (uneducated, illiterate and dumb) thing. The article above, also, points out that Indian English is deteriorating as well. I am witness to this. We used to have such tough grammar lessons in our school time (active-passive voices, narratives and figures of speech were some of the toughest modules we studied during our 6th-7th grades). We used to study Shakespeare and Keats and Wordsworth. Now a days, kids have no real knowledge of grammatical structures, their syllabus pretty much ends at simple continuous tenses. They still study some literature, but majority don’t really know the essence of those works. They just study the subject to score marks. And that annoying ‘you know. at the ending of each sentence to sound cool. (¬_¬”)

I am not saying learning English is bad. Of course not. As a language enthusiast, I can never ever say that. Moreover, English is, kind of, becoming a universal language, so knowing English is definitely advantageous, rather, need of the hour. But in the process, forgetting your own mother tongue is what is problematic.

And, citing the above article again, if people are taking interest in learning Sanskrit or Hindi, that’s a win for the languages and the culture for sure. But it does leave an Indian like me enraged for the languages mentioned there are deeply rooted and always associated to Indian culture. Not that they should be restricted to us or anything. But the things that once used to make us proud are becoming things of past. And I am deeply grieved over that. Many exotic languages are dying, true, and with them, whole cultures. Which is sad as it is. But linguists making such predictions about Hindi is something indigestible but foreseeable as well.

PS: I wrote this post because two of the three languages on the verge of becoming endangered, Sanskrit and Hindi are very close to my heart. I and my sister have won many scholarships and other awards in Sanskrit in our respective school lives. Hence, I have seen the number of people who take up Sanskrit dropping from 2-3 classes of 50+ people each in 5th grade to just 4-5 people in 12th grade. And Hindi is my native tongue.

PPS: Also, this isn’t related to the ongoing political issue of replacing German with Sanskrit in Kendriya Vidyalayas (a type of schools in India) as the third language, at all. Personally, I don’t favour the decision regardless of my above views.

One Theft, One door, 12 Girls, No Police Help, No Owner’s Help, We’re Shit Scared To Even Enter That House

One Theft, One door, 12 Girls, No Police Help, No Owner’s Help, We’re Shit Scared To Even Enter That House

So, this is something which happened last to last Sunday in our PG and it’s a very interesting case if you look at it like that (I don’t know why police is not taking any interest in finding the culprit..) A little background on the structure of PG first. We have four floors in our PG where the ground floor is with the owner, the first and second floors are for the girls and third floor is the terrace, which remains locked all the time except when some girl wishes to use it for clothes drying or something. There is one main gate to enter the house, followed by a balcony and then a wooden entrance to inner livable part of the house which leads to the staircase and entrances to subsequent floors (There is one more  wooden entrance to the main house on the ground floor from the balcony, but it’s not for our use, obviously, coz it opens in the main house). Till that time, no CCTV cameras were installed in the PG.

On Sunday, 6th September 2015, we all were in the mood of waking up by 10:00 a.m. since it was a holiday. As fate would have it, one of our friend on 1st floor, let’s call her A, got really sick. She had to ask for some meds from another friend of ours at around 1:00 a.m., whose room is on 2nd floor, let’s call her B. B’s roommates C and D were with her too. B couldn’t stop worrying about A, so she went to A’s room to check on her at about 1:30 a.m. B decided to stay with A. But C and D didn’t lock their room, so that, if B decides to come back to their room anytime, she wouldn’t disturb their sleep. Everybody slept by 4:00 a.m. in the morning but since A was having severe headache, she slept at 5:30 a.m. A and B locked A’s room before sleeping.

At around 7:20 a.m., D woke up to find her laptop and phone missing. She went with C to ask B if she took her laptop with her to watch movie in the night. Negative. So by 7:30, whole PG was in upheaval because now there were two laptops and one phone missing from a room on 2nd floor. In between 4 and 7:15 who all came in to and went  out of PG? Well, according to the owner, he opened the main door (which leads to staircase) at 6:00 a.m. in his first statement, 6:15 a.m. in 2nd statement, 6:30 a.m. in third statement and 6:50 a.m. in some other statement. In the meantime, a servant entered the PG at 6:50 a.m. to wash the dishes in the kitchen at first floor. During this whole time, the owner says he was sitting in first floor’s balcony in one statement and went to washroom in between for sometime in another statement. A garbage collector also came but he rang the bell and took the garbage in one statement and he rang the bell to ask for money, since it was starting of the month in the second statement. We, 7 girls heard our floor’s bell ring once near 7:00 a.m. but nobody went out to see who the person was (everybody was sleeping, duh!). Some girls also heard the owner saying something about some plumber coming, but we didn’t hear it again from him.

In all the hustle bustle, police came at 9:30 a.m. to repeat only one thing, that this is internal work, either some girl, or the servant. Now, we know that girls are incapable of doing something like this since it’s impossible to take two bags full of laptops and hide them somewhere coz there is no such space in whole of PG. We have minimal space in cupboards and bed boxes and it would definitely be stupid to steal laptops and keep them with oneself.

Nonetheless, our rooms were checked three times. The servant was slapped 2-3 times too (which is, well, normal in India, I think).  It took 3 days to complete FIR process, and the police isn’t talking straightforwardly with the girls (They were pretty straight in telling us that we shouldn’t have any hopes of finding the stuff).

The solution? We have been trying to ask the owner to take at least some responsibility (His 60 years of age does give him benefit of doubt but it still is, no way, wise for a girls’ PG owner to open the only entrance to the house, then go somewhere leaving the gate unguarded, allowing a male servant to work unsupervised and then tell everybody that it was their fault that they kept the door to their rooms unlatched and he has no liability to it) and compensate the girls in some way (The electronics were worth 100k rupees, the bags also contained hard disks each. Imagine the poor girls losing all their data at once).

The police has been no help at all. D has visited police station four times and B twice but to no avail. No dog squad, no fingerprinting. The police visited the house once, only once. The cameras were installed on last Tuesday, after everything had happened although the police came and issued directive to all PGs to have CCTVs in January 2015. The locks on the doors of individual rooms were installed 3rd day after the incident. FIR mentions total cost of stolen goods as 20k rupees (Are you kidding me? Even an illiterate would know that laptops cost more than 30k and here you are evaluating two laptops at total of 20k? Phone and hard disks are nowhere in the scene)

The main questions remain:
1. Where did the plumber disappear from the scene?
2. Why was only room of B, C and D targeted? How did the person know that door of their room is open?
3. Who would take risk of climbing up to 2nd floor whereas the door of owner’s house was also open and he had his laptop and keyboard on the table? It would have been very easy for someone to enter and flee from there, if the culprit was, say, the servant or some outsider.
4. Even if some girl did steal the laptops, how did she manage to smuggle it out of the PG?
5. Why is the owner denying everything, when he is also clearly at fault? We have been sleeping with doors to our rooms unlatched before too, not even a single coin displaced from its place. Now such a big theft has occurred. Does he know something which he is hiding from us?
6. Why didn’t the person steal anything else? Their handbags were lying around too, nothing else was touched.

We tried to confront the owner but he has been avoiding the whole thing by asking, what steps should be taken in the future. The real question to ask is, what if one of C and D had woken up the time the thief entered their room? What if he/she had hurt any of them? What would the owner have done then, that he is avoiding the responsibility now?

The truth? Nobody knows. And I am pretty sure, we’re never going to find out. But we saw the ugly face of this world, people who are supposed to be guarding you are backing out, just to save their fuckin’ asses, when they should be the ones holding responsibility. Not even a shred of guilt….. This is what the previous generation is teaching us, and then we blame the system….

Since the episode has happened, us, the 12 girls are living in fear for their lives. The atmosphere has deteriorated. Right now, we’re scared to leave our rooms unlocked even for seconds. This has become such a huge mess and has impacted each girl mentally, a lot. We aren’t able to eat properly, sleep properly. And there is no body to turn to for help…..

PS: I know this is a petty issue compared to other things happening around the world, but I just felt like writing this to sort out my thoughts on this and seek advice, if any reader of this post knows what can be done about this whole incident, one being us, the girls leaving the PG (even though we know the things stolen can’t be anyway retrieved).

2nd Blog Anniversary! Yay!

2nd Blog Anniversary! Yay!

The customary post for an anniversary is here *Drum roll* Now is the time to analyse my atrocities and contribution towards this blog for the past year (with the former to the MAXXXX!!)

So I have been verrrryyy busy this past year (not so much, just excuses, but considering that this post as well, is 5 days late……….) that I reduced my writing posts to once a month. Lots of decisions I took and a lot more to make in the coming future. Lots of passions I discovered and started working towards them (drums, for example 🎵) and some got into slump (languages 😩)

I did realize how I would like to write though. My posts have always been on a little serious side, and I would like to include elements of comedy in it. But I am by nature not very funny (though people keep laughing at whatever I say, I don’t know why). I also crossed the number 400  in total number of anime series and movies I have started, finished or dropped.

I made a lot of good friends (I don’t call people “friends” easily, so they’re really very cherished people for me) and faced a lot of people who would randomly ask me to die over my love towards East Asia or the lack of it towards West (not that it affects anything except my poor, really tender heart 😑).

I learnt a lot of things including how to say “No” to people and came to know about really amusing things about myself. All in all, this year was one for a lot of self-realizations.

I don’t know what else to write here (the post turned into what I did in the past year 😅). So, with the hopes that I write more frequently in future and with the below song, I will take my leave for now (and go prepare the next post for it takes me a lot of time to finalize things for two words I write every month)…