Another Personal Update

Another Personal Update

Hello everyone,

How are you guys doing? After disappearing for around half a year, I am back. I was looking for a new job and finally did get one. Might have to move countries next year, if US decides to kick me out. But, that’s for next year.

Although, sometimes when I reflect back on all this time, I can’t help but feel two extremes. While I count my blessings in the sense that I was able to get a job in this period of uncertainty and volatility in US, I also envy my friends and acquaintances who are in bigger and better companies. “If only I had put more efforts earlier.” “If only I had not been complacent then, I would be in much better place now.”

Anyway, I’m planning to make a comeback with regards to the review spree I started earlier this year. I am also thinking of finally introducing Patreon or ko-fi over here but am still in the planning phase as to what extra content I could offer the regular readers. I couldn’t put ads on my blog anyway since it’s a free plan from WordPress. I am also working on revamping this blog, will update when I am halfway through.

In other news, since I have shifted to New Jersey, it’s so hard to do financial planning in this expensive state. Income taxes are higher and everything is just so expensive, including housing etc. The state is trying to leech off of people earning big bucks in NYC and making poorer people suffer. Just so sad.

And also, as soon as I joined the company, my project manager is leaving. Now this could be considered a double edged sword. Since it’s a small company, either the company ends up shutting down because of lack of good project managers, or I get to take over, instantly boosting my skills. Let’s see where it will go.

Despite everything, I’m loving the part where I can be out of office the whole day, drive to the clients’ site and work there. I don’t like office at all. My screen time also reduces that way. All in all, except the stress that all the good people I could really learn from at the company are leaving and that the salary I’m earning might not be enough due to expenses being increased, I think I am okay for now.

This was a short update and I’ll hopefully see everyone starting next weekend with new reviews.

Till then, stay happy, stay blessed!

Year 2018: Reflections

Year 2018: Reflections

The year is ending, and it’s time for the reflection post. Well, let’s see.

I wrote only 3 posts this year, so 2018 was bad for my blogging. Damn, gotta work hard on writing.

With respect to anime, I followed 2-3 seasonal anime each season but as I have mentioned before, I didn’t get to marathon many. In fact, I didn’t watch my favorites much this year either, no barakamon, no bakuman, no haikyuu, and no natsume yuujinchou.

Please my interest, wake up!!

Barakamon reminds me, I finally was able to catch up to the English releases of the manga, thanks to my local public library. Shout out to Carnegie Library of Pittsburgh. It’s my favorite place to hang out with myself.

Haikyuu reminds me that they announced season 4 for fall 2019 today in Jump Festa. Finally. Haikyuu hype, yay!!

Haikyuu ❤

I didn’t read much online manga either this year. But I did read a lot of Chinese webnovels. I have enough material to review some. I am not hoping this time, I will definitely write reviews for the novels I have read so far, including some completely translated ones.

Webtoons are going strong. Although I hate to pay for content which could otherwise be free (dunno how webtoons.com earn their revenue though). But I have been following some webtoons on Tapas as well. Well, they have enough games to let you earn some of their currency and read at least one webtoon for free. So, that is good.

Language learning, not so much however. I started Wanikani again but I am not motivated enough for now because I have forgotten all previously learnt kanji. I had reached level 14, reset it to level 7 to brush up everything without overwhelming myself. Guess I’ll have to start with level 3 again. *Sigh*

What else? Dramas? Nopes, no captivating enough plot I would say. I did watch all those dramas with lawyers and judges and those were good. Nothing else. I am finding dearth of variety shows even. They all feel repetitive. Is it just me or is anyone facing a similar situation?

Please say I am not the only one facing the crisis

Oh yeah, I did start some English series including New Amsterdam. It wouldn’t be wrong to say that I went there not only for the plot but also for the celebrated Indian actor Anupam Kher. He’s been doing great in the show and I am just happy to see him gel well with people and act amazingly well.

My excuse for lack of my presence in the beloved blogging community remains the same, I am still job hunting. Oh yeah, my current company shifted to a new place last week and I am finally out of my college’s campus. A small victory for my company? A very small for me too.

On the personal front, I feel I have grown much in one year, thanks to two friends of mine. Shout out to both of them, I hope to see my buddies soon.

K-pop had been a YG year for me. I fell in love with Big Bang first, then iKon and now I am slowly getting into Winner. As for SM, I haven’t heard anything apart from Red Velvet or Taeyeon this year tbh. JYP would be Twice sometimes, but only some times? I did convert a normie friend of mine to BP’s ardent fan. These days all my conversations with him start with one of us sharing Lisa’s insta posts with each other. XD

Lisa is lou ❤

Books, I read quite a few. I read Dale Carnegie’s books and a lot of job hunting books, but well, it’s a start. I did get into podcasts and Freakonomics has been the absolute best. It was so fun that it also made me read their books.

Wow, this year really flew by. Like I don’t remember half of the days/months. I will make sure to pay more attention to my time in 2019. Other resolutions for 2019? Reviving my dead blog!

Gotta work hard!!

Today’s song: As I said, I have been into Winner lately and Song Mino slayed his solo debut. Presenting Fiance

Disclaimer: None of the images and videos above belong to me. Credits to their respective owners. Thank you for letting me use them in this post.

Update: 1st post for 2018??? 😱

Update: 1st post for 2018??? 😱

Hi everyone,

I don’t even feel anything that I have been away for so long (yet again)!! Actually, not really. Like, as I have said earlier, I watch/read something, make half a post about it, then get lazy and end up forgetting the feelings I wanted to jot down in the review. This has been a cycle for quite some time now and I have accumulated 10-15 one liner to half written drafts, which I don’t know when I will complete. Anyway, here to give some updates for some of my readers have been telling me how they have been looking forward to my posts.

  1. I think I told this already but I completed my MS in environmental engineering and graduated last December (yay!!). I started working at an environmental start-up in Feb and am enjoying my work quite a bit. But it’s a contract position, so I’ll have to start finding for a new job soon. Wish me luck please!
  2. I have become a huge fan of Chinese novels. I admit, they are not as deep as classic literature in any language, some of them are downright silly or blatant copy of manga and all, but some of them are gems. Depends on the websites/ translators you’re following. So, there is this Qidian webnovel with original translation, and then there are fan translations. I haven’t read any fully translated webnovel except when a snail falls in love, so I cannot really review them. Also, the most popular ones that I actually wanna read, like the lost tomb, have not been fan translated ;-;
  3. I am facing this lack of good anime to binge watch somehow. Till now, I have binge watched like 3-4 series only, that’s too low for a 5 month period for me. I have also increased the number of series I am following in a season.
  4. Dramas are totally gone from my life. They are not interesting anymore. I tried doing a marathon for Queen of Mystery 2 but ended up taking 2-3 days to finish even one episode. I guess my love for dramas just burned out? I don’t know.
  5. I have decided to take one trip once a month. I went to NYC last month, and this month I have my convocation ceremony. Hopefully, I’ll get to go somewhere next month. Interesting thing is, something changes within me every time I go somewhere. This time, I realized I have been depending upon people around me for most of suggestions regarding fashion, what to wear, how to wear. And I was losing myself in the process. I have recently started wearing dresses and shorts and I am still learning combinations but I shouldn’t be completely depending on others. And especially after going to NYC I realized, no one cares. Like people literally wear anything. So, I just need to be myself. And, so, I have actually started noticing people around me and reading blogs about latest trends. I hope it works and I learn enough not to embarrass myself ever again.
  6. Which reminds me, yesterday, I went to this place called Ross: Dress for Less, and found it absolutely amazing in terms of prices, variety of clothes and the neat arrangement! No, I am not turning this blog into a fashion blog, that is just not my cup of tea.
  7. I am trying to follow a holistic style of living. Removed a lot of stuff from my room to make space for myself. I have always been cooking for myself ever since I came to US, not only for saving money but also because of dietary restrictions. However, I am trying cooking various cuisines now, especially Asian and I am loving it so far. Then, I removed most market products (read scrubs, face packs etc.) from my beauty regime to depend only on salts and essential oils except necessary stuff like face wash, body wash and shampoo. I should be seeing the results soon. Yes, I have exercise in my regime too.
  8. My local public library has this huge collection of manga, and I have been borrowing and reading quite many of them. I guess the only books I have ever borrowed from that library are manga only, lol.
  9. Books again remind me, I have been gone from social media for quite some time now. Apart from watching cute the dodo videos, I am not going on Facebook or Instagram or even twitter much these days and that has cleared up so much time for me that I can literally do all the things I have always wanted to do.
  10. However, language learning? Let’s not even talk about it ;-;.

So, guys, here was my update of last few months. I always end my posts by writing my hope to write more, but I won’t do it this time.

Time for the songs I am listening to. Amber from f(x) just released an amazing album called Rogue Rouge Mixtape and all six songs are fantastic. This is the first time I have ever like the whole album from an artist. Here is the playlist:

Holiday Greetings, Farewells, Graduation

Holiday Greetings, Farewells, Graduation

Hello Everyone,

It’s been a long while. It seems like this line has become the tagline of all my recent posts. Anyway, I am finally done with my masters. I am officially a Master of Science in Environmental Engineering. Yay!! It was a tough yet fulfilling one and a half years.

Before I start my general life in 2017 post, happy holidays everyone! Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year 2018! Time flies!!

2017 was an especially hard year for me. I lost a whole lot of friends in the first half of the year. It was an eye-opener but it felt so sad to lose so many people at once. I never, in my life knew, cutting ties with someone was so painful. So, first half of my 2017 went into losing so many friends over a simple incident which was exaggerated beyond normal. Some people left for good and I don’t think I am talking to them ever again. Some came back. I met new amazing people as well. I am thankful for all three groups of people in my life. Everything is an experience, a lesson. But because the preceding event started during this time, I still dream about losing my current friends.

And then I broke my leg during summers. It’s healed now but yeah. That was a hard time for I didn’t have many people around to help me. Those who did, thanks again. I wish 2018 would be better, for me, for everyone 😀

Moving onto happier things, my graduation… I learnt more in 1.5 years than I had learnt in 21 years till my undergrad. Thank you very much for the experience Carnegie Mellon University. I am sad to part from my “friends” friends, yet I am happy for everyone, working hard to chase after their dreams. Cheers, everyone!

And then the discord community. My online friends were a great support for me in my tough times. I could rant to them anytime I wanted without being judged. I mean even if I was, I don’t know them in real life. When there is no pressure of being discovered (of course when stalking gets involved, not that much), you tend to give up your pretense more often than not. Online world is like a double edged sword that way, lol. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I tried experimenting and finally came around to starting a small webcomic. The schedule was a fail as usual but it was based on my otaku tendencies and how my roommates react on my everyday antics. 2 episodes are out and I am trying to work back on it.

Oh, and I also started reading Chinese web novels. There has been a sudden rise in their popularity in recent years and a lot of websites are doing fan translations of the novels. It’s indeed a pleasure to be able to read novels of all those dramas which come out with a season and leave the story hanging in-between. You can read some of the Ding Mo novels (When a Snail Falls in Love, Love Me if You Dare, Memory Lost, etc.) and more on Meraki Translation. There is another website called webnovel.com which has vast selection of Chinese novels and I am loving it plenty.

For language learning, as I have mentioned it before, I had attended quite a few classes in the first half of the year (my spring semester). After I broke my leg in summers, I couldn’t attend the classes anymore so my last string of  connection with the language learning broke and I have been passively in touch with Japanese and Korean via anime and dramas.

I wanted this post to be a short greeting and congratulating everyone on successfully finishing another year but it became as long and I haven’t even included the anime and dramas I watched and novels and webtoons I finished. Up next is reviews again I guess? I was told by one of my readers that they got bored of all the reviews, and fortunately or unfortunately, I have been doing these personal posts since then. XD

Anyway, sorry for my laziness in keeping this blog up!! I hope to see you guys sooner…

Personal Update – August 2017

Personal Update – August 2017

Hi Everyone,

A regular reader of the blog told me that they wanted a break from all the reviews I have been posting lately and wanted to read what I was up to these days. Honestly, my life has been as boring/ uneventful, as this post’s title.

As I have been lamenting for quite some time, I injured my leg in the first week of June. Actually, more unfortunate events had befallen me during this time period which are not worth mentioning. All in all, my plans to spend my stipend in visiting various places in US were ruined and rather I had to spend my money on hospital bills. I am still getting treatment for it and more illnesses.

I have been taking so many medicines the whole summer and I feel so sluggish these days. I sleep more than 12 hours each day, a blessing for some of course. But for me, it’s bad. I had so many plans to spend my time but I have been wasting time in hospital visits and sleeping. I haven’t even talked to real life people apart from my family for quite some time. I am enjoying this alone time though. No energy wastage, saving my fucks to give to things as well. However, I do want to travel.

But who wants to read the depressing stuff? So, the best thing that happened this summer was I got to spend almost a month at home. So much food!! Another good thing happened was that I got introduced to a variety of Chinese drama. Till now I have only followed K-dramas religiously but now I am actually following C-dramas as well. This has increased my craving to learn Mandarin seriously although I am intentionally not starting it. When I am confident in all the languages I have picked up so far, I’ll concentrate solely on Mandarin for sure! It might be little far ahead in future but Mandarin is definitely  on my list.

In language learning, these days, I have only been doing duolingo, especially for Japanese. It’s not perfect still I am learning a whole lot of new vocab. Shout out to my lab mate and great friend who compelled me to maintain my streak and hence, I have to log into and do lessons at least once a day.

In other news, I have been reading this translated novel of When a Snail Falls in Love. I have been wanting to write such stories. Actually, I did have a whole lot of stuff written in my notebooks but now I was searching for them and I cannot find them. All my original stories are lost.  ;-;

I am still searching for those, I don’t remember where I have put those stories. I have those registers with me but I cannot find the scripts I had written. I don’t know if I tore the pages and hid them somewhere else. I gotta rack my brains and search!! I only remember only one of them and that too just the setting.

Other than that, it’s almost time to return to US. Last sem and big decisions to make including whether to go for a job or PhD. My plans for writing are unstable as usual. I want to draw as well but I am not good enough. If I do ever find and write those stories, I could at least make the character designs, I am confident in that 😀

Also, a friend of mine went to Japan for his internship. I had asked him to get me Shinrei Tantei Yakumo novels, so now I will officially have Japanese Light Novels in possession. I would have loved to translate and post here but it seems there are already official translations available so I won’t be doing that. Translation reminds me I still have a manga chapter to translate since forever but I have no motivation to do it. I would like to finish it before going back though so that I can start my semester without any distractions/ other things in the back of my mind.

So, this was my update for past few months. What are you guys up to? Are your vacations over? Let me know in the comments below.

Today’s Song: I have been following this drama called My Mr. Mermaid. A cute romantic story. And opening and ending are climbing up my list of favorites. Here is the ending song:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-q6boVzI0Q

Planning to Plan in 2017

Planning to Plan in 2017

I am not one of those who plan their days, weeks and months. Like, I do make a mental note of what to do in the day but I am unable to follow most of it. Even if I do start making to-do lists, that goes on for one week, may be two at max. This time I decided to change it and went for weekly planner.

Best part is, I got it for FREE! Yup, that’s right. I went for this one: How Life Unfolds Printable Weekly Planner. At CMU, we get a semester quota of 40$ for printing and I had some amount left at the end of the semester. I decided to print these for 26 weeks. Although, colored prints would’ve looked good I didn’t have enough balance to go for that. Nonetheless, black and white does the same work as colored one, so that’s that.

Anyway, I don’t have one of the written ones with me right now but the one I use looks something like this:

weekly-planner-front
Front

weekly-planner-back
Back

There are other templates on the above link, so you can try out whatever suits your taste.

I generally start with writing my weekly goals down on top of front page. Then for each day, I write my agenda on the left hand side and what I actually did on the right hand side at the end of the day. In back, I use the space for notes to list down the groceries I need to buy and my meal plan based on what is available to me and what groceries I am planning to buy and on which day of the week (since due to meetings and extra classes the day of grocery shopping might change).

As I said earlier, I am quite inconsistent when it comes to to-do lists. That is why I only printed 26 sheets. I already skipped last week because it was the first full week of the semester with my on-campus job and loads of meetings. Now I can settle down and plan my stuff accordingly. When I am able to accomplish what I set for the day, the sense of achievement is heavenly.

Not that I am not procrastinating. I definitely am. Given the new hectic schedule, many things are going on back burner. I need to gear up more.

By the way, when I made my time table for the semester this time, including major stuff which cannot be skipped in any way, like meal prep, classes, sleep, job, I realised I had so much free time to study. I hadn’t really ever counted how much I was wasting out of it. Unsurprisingly, max was going into social media and addiction to my east Asian entertainment (after cutting some of it for meal prep). I decided to use pomodoro technique to keep me on the track. Let’s see for how many days it works.

What are your planning techniques this year?

My Penny Pinching Secrets

My Penny Pinching Secrets

Continuing from my last post I think it’s about time that I write a bit about my finances. I won’t elaborate much but I am glad I am maintaining at about (500 +/- 30)$ per month including rent, utilities and groceries.

As I said last time, I have heard and read many stories where a lot of students couldn’t afford their rent or food. Hence, they would live in shabby places and eat noodles to save on time and money. Honestly speaking, I draw my inspiration from them. I am fortunate to have enough to live in an apartment and eat all my meals everyday. However, I won’t deny that I still live a frugal lifestyle, without spending much on luxuries. But if I do find something which I would regret not buying later, I do go ahead with that purchase. Before I start, I would say that after my rent, phone, internet and electricity bills, I am left with about 80$ a month for groceries and other things.

Now, it is not to say that I cannot ask for more. I definitely can. But, to be honest, loans scare me. Debt is always scary, even if you have a job with you. Also, it doesn’t fit right with me that I ask my parents for money beyond absolute necessity (this is the Indian scenario and parents support their children financially till whenever parents wish). Hence, I try. Keeping my budget under 500 has been difficult. It means less occasional outings whether for food or vacations or just shopping. I did try some things to earn from here and there, since I was a new student and couldn’t really get an on campus job last sem. So, what did I do? Here is a list:

  1. I got my rent reduced because I agreed to live in living room: We are three students sharing a 2 bed 2 bath apartment (sharing an apartment rather than having your own studio apartment is always cheaper). Hence, the third person had to manage with living room. I agreed to live in the living room for a reduction of 50$ per month in my rent. With a separator, it pretty much feels like a room/ private space to me. So, I am happy. For that, your flatmates need to be adjusting though. My flatmate who has a private bath in her room was fine with her rent increasing by 50$ per month, then only I could do this.
    rent-reduced
  2. I signed up for various apps where I could save/ earn money: Ok, so this is bit of a stretch, but I signed up for various grocery cashback apps which give cashback on select grocery items in their catalogs. They are especially useful for people who eat (especially cook) non-veg and have drinks. I haven’t cashed out anything from these apps yet apart from an Amazon Gift card of very small amount from ReceiptPal and 27$ worth check from InboxDollars very recently. I won’t review any of those because there are plenty reviews out there. However, I would list down what all I use:
    1. InboxDollars: This is a survey site where you can earn money doing various activities apart from taking surveys. The thing I like the most about them is their TV section. I put the TV on on the website and keep doing my work. After sometime, it does ask to click a button to confirm if I have been watching the videos, but even if I am not, I can just refresh the page and the playlist of videos starts all over again. (They have put a cap of 50 cents per day recently which is disappointing!)
      I recently cashed out a 27$ check from them after three months of joining. That too, because I did not know about the earnings from TV section. Earnings from occasional surveys add up too.
      Beware that this is not a place where you can become rich or earn your rent. But it’s enough to make about 30 bucks per two months passively. If you do surveys (which are hard to qualify for, just a heads up) and other stuff actively, you can earn more. People say they have made upto 70$ per month on the site being more active. Well, grad students don’t have that much time.
      Right now they’re giving 5$ to any new member who joins. And if you’re interested, you can use my referral as well: InboxDollar Referral
      inboxdollar

    2. Apps like Checkout51, Ibotta, Shopmium, SavingStar: They all are apps which give cashback on groceries you buy. They have new list of items every week and you just have to unlock that particular item and scan your receipt. While Ibotta has many selections, they generally need membership details for the given store and Aldi is not there (the place where I do my major grocery shopping from.)
      Checkout51 has number of stores but their variety  in items is dropping down. However, these both would be my go to cashback apps. I haven’t cashed out anything from these yet but it never hurts to get some cents back on your purchase every time passively. One day, they will all add up. Walmart’s Saving Catcher is another option if you do your major shopping from Walmart. I’ll write down the referral codes for these too –
      Ibotta: rflsgnl (if you sign up using this code, you earn 10$ and I get 5$).
      I still don’t know how coupons work, but if I ever get time, I would like to try those too!
    3. Apps like ReceiptPal, Yaarlo: I particularly like Receiptpal because you get a 1$ increment in Amazon Gift card for each 16 receipts you upload on their app. It can be anything whatever you buy. You read it right! I did sign up for Yaarlo but I am not very happy with its earnings. Nonetheless, nothing goes in snapping a picture or two of your grocery receipts. Another app is ReceiptHog, similar ot ReceiptPal, however they don’t have any space with them and I have been on the waiting list for 3 months already. I won’t really recommend that.
      Referral Code: Yaarlo: 4AUCKPG1667
      The only catch here is, none of them is super fast. For some, it might be time consuming to just check out offers too. I check them out on bus or when I am idling around with social media etc. But trust me, when I received that 27$ check on 5th Jan from InboxDollars (I had won a 10$ worth target gift card too earlier), and when I deposited it to my account, I was overjoyed. Seeing that account balance going up always makes one happy.

  3. I stopped eating outside: Not exactly. But yeah, I do my cooking entirely at home. Not only do I save money but my diet restrictions also has something to do with it. I am a vegetarian. I don’t eat eggs even in things like cake etc. but in US even pasta can have egg. Hence, I avoid all outside food whenever I can. A lot of people complain they don’t get time to cook because cooking takes up a lot of time. I have observed that with time, you start taking less and less time in cooking. Also, you can always spend less time on facebook.
    Home cooked food is fresh, healthy and cheap (I did some calculations and one meal comes out to be less than a dollar when I cook all the meals in a month by myself). And I will emphasize on healthy. My parents, who have always had healthy food in their youth are struggling in their 40s. I can’t imagine maintaining my body that long given all the junk I have already consumed. I want to keep fit with exercise and good diet. That is also one motivation behind me cooking everyday. I also save time when I make all my meals for the day in the morning. Or may be on Sunday and use them till Tuesday. Whatever arrangement works for you. That one hour affair pays me for the whole day(s). Proper nutrition also means more energy and better concentration.
  4. participated in researches: A lot of colleges are involved in researches where they need help of human subjects. Not talking about experiments on you but just interviewing, aptitude tests kind of thing. Try to find if that happens in your college. Mine has a huge system where various studies are available. They don’t pay much but if doing fun activities for 20 minutes is giving me 10-15 bucks, I am totally up for it.
    The mistake I did was, I was too ashamed and egoistic to sign up for them for a meager amount. But when I participated for the first time, I found it to be a relaxing activity. The hospital and another university near me pays as high as 600$ for some studies. Without an SSN, that particular study would have paid me 150$. Not bad for 6 hours of your life. (I didn’t qualify for it though, so that’s that).
  5. Find an on-campus job: Goes without saying. It is the best way to earn money and add something on your resume. Because I did not have one last sem, I tried all of the above to make/ save some extra.

Some more things you can do is to stay away from subscriptions you don’t need. I don’t really watch TV, so I don’t have any netflix or hulu subscription. I use WhatsApp or free video calling apps to call home. Another thing I have heard about is, you can, in general negotiate your monthly bills in US. I have no experience in that at all though. Investment? Well sure, if you can. I don’t have that much money or aptitude to start investing in US yet, but some day soon.

Initial expenditures can blow anyone away. I spent whopping 2000$ in my first one and a half month here. After that, I have been trying to take care of my budget. I did start noting down all my expenditures. Writing down keeps my desire to spend more in check (or checking your account balance frequently 😛). I am not bothered about people saying that I am stingy. Because at the end of the day, I want to be in less and less debt without ruining my health.
I know the feeling of spending my hard earned money without any pressure of loans on me and I would like to achieve that state as soon as possible. Hence, I am not afraid, not concerned of ‘missing out on stuff’ right now. Nor do I forget to reward myself once in a while with good food or something I really wish to buy. I rewarded myself with food from my favorite restaurant very recently on finally landing an on-campus job. These kind of rewards keep me motivated to do better as well.

So, these were some of the things I have been following till now to manage my finances in US. What are your pet peeves?

(Pics credits to their respective owners)

New Year Greetings and Updates

New Year Greetings and Updates

Oops! I skipped two weekends again? Oh no!

Anyway, a very warm and happy new year to everyone. Another year has passed by and I already did a review of my 2016. However, I do think I wrote that post a bit early as a lot has happened after that. I won’t bore you with those trivial details, but I wrote in the same post that I would tell everyone a bit about how I came to love blogging again.

Some time last year, no wait, it’s 2017 and I am talking about 2015, so last to last year, I started feeling that posting on my blog at one particular fixed time had become a task. I had never heard of post schedulers and my schedule has always been erratic. Sometimes I had so much to write about, other times, nothing at all. For keeping posting schedule on track, I even tried to rope in some of fellow anime watchers and reviewers to do some guest posting on my blog, but they turned out to be exactly like me lol, and the plan failed. In the end, I was just procrastinating. I did it to the point that I would watch 10 shows, begin with the writing process, forget about the post and the show and the unfinished post would remain in my drafts, forever!

This year, after joining CMU, I took a course in Science Technology and Innovation Policy. It was about 8 weeks course (half a semester) and we were asked to write a weekly blog entry in the latter half of the course. We were also supposed to write a weekly journal describing what we learnt in the class that week.

Now most of the people, including me, would say that when something you like doing becomes a necessary task to be done, it becomes boring, you lose motivation to do it. It was the case in here too, but I don’t know why, it actually became fun later. And I decided to take up blogging here again. I posted one or two posts right after my semester got over and I fell down in the trap of k-dramas and anime again. However, I haven’t lost the motivation to write till now.

And, I am yet to discover the reason for that. If I could apply that reason to everything I do, wouldn’t I start enjoying every activity, every task? I hope I will realize that sooner. Till then, I will keep going with sheer determination.

Side Story 1: How did you spend you new year? I spent my new year with running man, and maaaan, it’s so hilarious. The initial episodes are crazy. Finding the subbed episodes is tough of course, but people from respective fandoms of idols guesting on the show have done a great job and I am so thankful to them. I do hope SBS starts officially translating shows like KBS one day so that international fans can enjoy them too. They get to earn through YouTube ads, so why not?

Today’s song: This song has been my solace and motto for quite some time now:

Eggs or No Eggs

Eggs or No Eggs

I am not the one to write on such topics. And I don’t give a damn what other people eat. None of my business. But I think it’s common sense to respect choices of people like me too. When I don’t care why people eat eggs or non veg, why do people care if I don’t?

And why can’t people fucking tell before me eating something that that thing might contain things not appropriate to my choice when they know it and I don’t. Is it that fun to see us veg people cry over or fret over eating “those” things which we take so much care to avoid? And who are these people to say “It’s okay. You have already eaten it. Now it doesn’t matter.” It matters to ME. You’re not the one in that situation. Would you say that if you aren’t cannibal and you’re served human flesh? I don’t think so.

People have lost all their sensitivity and I am very hurt by that.

PS: Not judging anyone’s eating habits. No offense to anyone. And asking others to similarly not judge me (or us veg people) over my (our) choices. PLEASE!

Bloglovin’ and a little update

Bloglovin’ and a little update

Umm, ok just trying Bloglovin’. Need to paste this link – Follow my blog with Bloglovin

No, this is actually an excuse. I am frustrated, really frustrated! I am not getting time to write or do anything else. I had so many dreams regarding these holidays before I start my work. And I need space to vent it out. I did that last year too.

I am in a state of utter confusion. And I am very very busy. I was happy that unlike many people who once make a blog and then abandon it (do you see it’s pain eh? eh?) my blog is being updated regularly. But now I have become one of those very people. Nooooo

Sorry
I am very sorry my dear blog TT_TT

So, anyways, the time for my monthly post is drawing near. I need to complete that too. And I am excited about my first JLPT exam which is in around 3 weeks, though I haven’t been studying for it much lately and I am actually not very confident. But I so hope that I somehow, miraculously, start preparing for it.

Why am I spouting non sense? But because now I have written a few words, I am feeling good. After so long….. ❤

Healing
I am healing!!!

Never knew this became that kind of passion for me (^_^) I am hapi desu~

Next post – Part 2 of my monthly series

Another Eye Opener

Another Eye Opener

Well, I’m here to fool around only. I took two days leave from blogging. Days haven’t been hectic but I’ve been so busy watching tons of anime (so much that I’ve run out of good ones) that I couldn’t take out time for writing posts. (I know the excuse sucks but can’t help it)

So I’ll talk about an interview I heard just today about language learning. The interview I’m talking about was with Benny Lewis, founder of FluentIn3Months.com brought to me by KoreanCloass101. A person who has learnt over 2 dozen languages, he is a figure to be respected. In the interview he talks about his journey of learning languages in three months, setting realistic goals and talk in target language no matter how wrong you are! Obviously I can’t give away everything (it might become a copyright issue), but it did set me thinking straight.

I mean I knew all the points he said, before too. But my habit, I need to be reminded and motivated again and again for the same thing. So getting some inspiration, I will start from a new angle in my language learning journey.

Apart from that what I learnt today is that even though I’ve been into anime and dramas for 4 years but why I couldn’t learn the languages besides picking up some phrases. And to blame are the subtitles. When I read subtitles in English, I start thinking in English only and don’t give much attention to what they’re actually saying. So I started with raw variety shows like TORE! and now I got a site from where I downloaded raw J-dramas. And now I realize I need to learn a lot (I am talking about my level not the whole language. If I talk about whole language itself, then I should say what I know may not even account for 0.1% of the whole). I may be able to pick up the context after understanding four words in a sentence but I’m far from good.

I was very happy when I used to understand the conversations between Japanese people in Thailand. What I ignored was the fact that they were generally between parents and their 7-10 old children (I got to hear such conversations only, by chance). So to say, I may be a level ahead from all the people in here (my college) trying to learn Japanese now, but I have a long way to go when I would say yes, I can actually converse with people.

Today’s Song – Bravblue from FLOW. It’s second opening to Eureka Seven AO I think –

Webtoon Recommendation: Nineteen Twenty One (열아홉스물하나)

Webtoon Recommendation: Nineteen Twenty One (열아홉스물하나)

Do you ever compare your lives to animals and get inspiration from them? I know, we consider ourselves the highest beings on the earth, but like Shaolin martial arts is based on movements of animals, their lives can teach a lot too. That is the theme of this relaxing webtoon.

Plot – Two separate lives, Ju Dong Hwi, our hero, 19 years old and Lee Yun Lee, our heroine, 21 years old are brought together by their love for cats. Ju Dong Hwi is a carefree person, same as a cat. He is the philosopher of the story, who makes the girl and us realize a lot of things about life. He has finished the high school, but doesn’t take admission in a college or a job, just because he wants to live his life to the fullest before turning into an adult at 21 years of age.

Whereas, for Lee Yun Lee, the life has become a big mess after an accident just before her college admission exams when she was nineteen and she lost her life’s two years. Now she has started prep school again, but reluctantly, because she is half embarrassed to see her juniors being her classmates at the prep school and half despaired.

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They both find solace in watching cats and feeding them. Dong Hwi makes her ponder over the facts that animals don’t pity themselves and keep moving on, why people call cats with no owners as thieving cats and such. They start finding answers to the questions they have been struggling with, with all this wondering and self realisation.

On the top of that, they start making the people in the neighbourhood who hit these poor animals for no reason realize, that they are to be loved too. They start learning and arranging about neutering surgeries for the cats so that their number keeps  in check. And with all this, they find love in each other.

Analysis – This particular webtoon is full of things one can learn from it. First of all, kindness towards animals, especially strays, who generally are abused a lot for no reason. With proper care and treatment, they can be managed too, but we need to learn how. One of the solution provided here is neutering surgeries, but again the question comes who’s gonna pay. *Sigh* Money is a big problem after all.

Then it poses a lot of questions about life in general. We should not pity ourselves and treasure our lives and go on, to achieve our dreams. It also addresses the impact of what parents say knowingly or unknowingly, on their children. Ultimately, it forces the reader to think about a lot of things dealing with general life, in just twenty one chapters.

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Other things – Author John and artist Jenna, both have done a great work with the Webtoon. Since the art is generally based on real life photographs, generally from the neighbourhood, sometimes the cats don’t look normal – neither proper pics nor proper cartoons. But everything else covers up for it. Flowers especially are detailed and beautiful. To any person, I would recommend this webtoon, any time, anywhere.

Read here – http://read.egscans.com/19-21

Today’s Song – Well, as I said here, I’ve got a lot of songs now to share. Today I’ll go with this MV which I absolutely love. This song is OST of bleach – 

Image credits – Easy Going Scans